Hey there guys and gals,
Today is the start of a... very up in the air kind of day. I don't really know what I'm doing today, whether I'm working with my dad on building a fence, or working with a guy I know on carpet installation and removal, or whether I'm going to my little brother's soccer game tonight. A lot in my life is kind of up in the air right now, so I'm really appreciating that God's a firm foundation and isn't going to magically uproot and let me fly everywhere. Anyway, yeah. Not too many new and exciting things have really happened in the last little bit. I've been neglecting writing anything, but only because when I sit here and decide I'm going to write, it just seems like such a chore.
There's been an issue lately, an issue involving trust, and I'll tell you, to not be trusted is... well. It's hell. When someone doesn't trust you, you don't have a lot to work with and you've gotta work on gaining their trust, the problem is, is that it's hard to gain trust. It's worth it, don't get me wrong, but it sure is hard. And sometimes, someone can begin to not trust you, and you didn't even have to do anything to make them not trust you in the first place. Trust, Trust... Trust. That word keeps reverberating inside my skull, and I think I'm trying to dissect the word, tear it down and find out what it really means to trust someone, what it really means. It makes me wonder, what does it mean when I say, "I trust in my God".
So what is trust?... I'm learning... but it's hard. Trust is a lot more complicated than you might imagine.
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